a boy who built a snowman out of himself

at least once a year i will spend a dangerously long time watching elliott smith videos on youtube, and it leaves me with a pit in my stomach and the urge to smoke 12 packs of cigarettes.

today is that day for 2011.

i sat up late the night elliott smith died and cried listening to his cover of “jealous guy’ over and over and over again.

dave storrs was getting a blowjob from his then girlfriend, because i tried calling him to talk about it, but he was tickled pink to inform me what he was up to.

i always hated him for that.