i spent saturday up to my elbows in the rusted dirty innards of an american crafted automobile. i grunted. i groaned. i twisted. i banged. my brother threw a wrench on the sidewalk. i smoked half a pack of cigarettes. and i earned the sweat stains on my shirt.
i am a weak, feckless, ineffectual twenty something. BUT, for 7 hours i found some small reserve of testosterone, probably hidden away immediately after hitting puberty, and did some manly stuff for the first time in god only fucking knows.
it felt pretty alright.
